EVERYTHING I'M NOT

'Miss Stress Meter
Age: 81 wrinkles
Naked: 18th Jan 1987
Crashed: Republican
Boom: xiu_xia@hotmail.com

RAMPAGES'

*LLL*
*SheEeeNa*
*Stoopid SiS*
*SheReeN*
*GaBrieL*
*GwenniE*
*AnGeLiNe*
*Stelliyahhh*
*TATATATAlitha*
*SLY-Sylwyn*
*Leroy*
*Holler Back NYC*
*Minruuunieee*
*Herald*
*Mervvvvvyn*
*Elysesewell*
*The Sex Call*


'THE PAST
November 2005
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January 2006
February 2006
May 2006
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August 2006
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Monday, January 02, 2006

Untitled

Screams of unwilling rebuttal.
Hopes shattered.
I walked right out.
Stella was right.
Its a small matter.
Walking out and running away.
The route ure walking would alwayz be a circle.
U'll be back wher u came frm.
Thanx gurl.
Thats how the new year starts.
Whats more to expect frm.
Sun risen.
A new day.
Mirror shattered.
Could just never keep my mouth shut.
I blamed it on a mother.
Tears fallen.
Again. Assuming her death would be my bundle of joy.
Instead. I rmbed what stella said.
This time. I felt my presence wouldnt be around for too long.
I watched the lines on my palm.
I laughed.
A friend said my future would be well lived.
Bleak is more like it.
Im just watching how days go.

But it will never be the same again.

There isnt anyone to turn to after all.


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